Saturday, July 30, 2011

lovely saturday.


enjoying one of our last saturdays here in Kolkata!
this upcoming week is our last week in this city, 
then we fly to Delhi for a few days & then home to Montana!
looking forward to our last week of ministry. 
our time here isn't done, i know God still wants to do something. 
so pray for opportunities and against sickness. 
we will be teaching english in schools, & working in Mother Teresa homes this week! 
love you all.
missing home & can't wait to see you.

xo
rae

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

enjoy.

hello lovely people.

what i've been learning...
still in Kolkata. we have a little less than a month left in this city.
last week, we moved to a sweet apartment that was super nice for India. :) we felt so lucky.
exactly a week later, we got evicted because of some miscommunication. normally, i would be frustrated about something like that or been a little afraid, but seriously, all we could do when it happened was laugh. i think the community also voted for us to be moved out, not sure why, i think they are scared of us or just don't know what to think, but nonetheless, we moved... so we went back to a guesthouse that we had been staying at before for 1 night & then moved to the guesthouse we are at now, which is the one we wanted to stay at all along! so we are really happy and content being there. :) God has a way of working things out.
lately, God's been teaching me SO much, as you can imagine... it's funny how some things just don't seem important anymore, & all the simply little things seem so much sweeter. God's teaching me to enjoy life. enjoy every minute of being alive. it's changing the way i look at so many things! i mean, some days, it feels like India really wears me out or whatever, but really... how many people get the chance to follow God all the way to the crazy country of India for 2 months & see him work like crazy? not many... and yet i get to. i'm learning to enjoy life & all the simple little things... like sweat. & rain. & showers. & laughter. & car horns. & friends that are closer than family. & really loud music. & fireworks. & french music. & mangos. & chai tea. & food that makes you sick, but it's too good to pass up. i'm enjoying walking the streets of kolkata & playing with street kids. everything is just sweet.
God's teaching me about circumstances, & i think i've seen so much lately that joy is not circumstantial & that circumstances are so stinkin' temporary. i have seen God working in all of our hearts with this... like, God has given us such a joy that is untouchable. at every turn, the enemy is working hard to make us leave this place, but with every try, we laugh even harder. we enjoy life even more. we joke. we talk about how fun this adventure is & how crazy good God has been. He has been so good, guys. we have seen Him work in ways that a lot of people don't ever see. but He is working like crazy. He has a plan for this nation. He has a plan for each of us. i'm so grateful & thankful for life & all those little things. :) thanks for praying for me, for all of us,  & for David. i know that God has given us His strength throughout this whole things & continues to.


what we've been doing...
so last week, before the move, we worked at children's schools everyday! it was awesome. the schools were planted by christians here, so their main focus & goal is that every student knows the love of Christ & the one true living God. it's super cool, & they told us a lot that yeah, we can teach them english, we can teach them math & play with them, but the most important thing you can tell them is about jesus. it was a blessing being a part of such a devoted, bold ministry. plus, all the children are local kids that normally can't afford school, & children that mostly only have one parent. most of the children are beggars. so the schools become a safe place for them & the teachers become people that they know are always there & that will love them no matter what.
the first 2 days, my friend Katelyn & i spent our day at a nursery, which i like to call BABYLAND. precious little indian babes. we showered them, clothed them, fed them, loved on them, played with them, etc. the kids were so sweet & lovable. :) the rest of the week, i went to different mobile schools that basically TAKE school to slum kids. this was so much fun & the kids were crazy, but so precious. :) i will post pictures as soon as i can. we taught english & some bible stories/songs.

this week we are getting settled into our new guesthouse & praying each day about what God wants us to do & going out to do it. i love this kind of ministry. yesterday we split up. my group prayed all over the city, as God has been burdening several of us to pray, we will never know the power of the prayers prayed for this city. if you'd like to pray, please pray that God gives us chances to talk to people here. sometimes conversations are hard to start in this culture because people are a bit stand-offish. more so with women. so pray that God makes people so curious about us that they have to ask & that they will be responsive when we try to talk to them. also pray for Kolkata. this is an extremely oppressed city. it needs the light of Christ. that's what we are praying for. :)

love you all.
you bless me beyond words. i'm so thankful for all of you-- the body of Christ is such a beautiful thing.
please email me... justdandyy@gmail.com  i always love to hear what you folks are up to, what God's doing in your hearts & back home. also.... if you haven't added me on facebook, please do! that's where all my photos are going for now. :)

love.
rae

Sunday, July 10, 2011

isaiah 61

wow.

saw david one last time yesterday. i am still speechless.
what a blessing he is. he is praising god and loving life.
seriously.
god is so good.
i'm just filled with joy. i'm so happy to be alive & in crazy india.
i'm so happy i know jesus. i'm happy for all the little things.
i'm so happy my friend is still alive.
god is incredible.

"we get life, which is such a miracle and then all top of all that, we get HIM. 
it's like double presents at Christmas... " - David

:)
no more ashes today. only beauty.
glory to God!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

steadfast.


hey you guys.

today is wednesday here in Kolkata, India. wow. it's crazy how much life can be lived in one week. how much a person can see, how much a person can lose, how much a person can experience God... in such a short time. it's crazy.
most all of you know that last week, a few of us were on our way to volunteer at a mother teresa home for the day and my friend was hit by a train. wow. seriously, that's hard to say. i'm still trying to believe it. it's such a long long story, & all along the way, there are small evidences of God's hand in this whole situation, as he is still alive today! he lost his right leg, but he is still alive & doing much better. i don't want this to be a post about information. you can imagine, there have been a lot of people just wanting to know the story. but if you want updates on David, please join the page his sister set up. that's probably the most accurate information going around... one day i will sit with you guys and tell you about all that God has done! it's truly a miracle & a picture of God's faithfulness.

it's been such a hard week, full of
questions
doubts
fears
anger
tears
memories
rejoicing

i don't think i've ever examined faith as much as i have this week.
since this happened, i've been filled with such fear at times. even walking down the street seems really hard. my heart racing, knees shaking... i have asked myself so many times,
"do i really want this? can i do this? 
is this the life God has really called me to? 
would he really ask this of me? 
do i want this un-ordinary life?" 
the white picket fence and 2.5 kids, with plans to retire one day... all that sounded pretty nice this week. it sounded safe.  i know there was and still remains a choice in me... even though i've already made up my mind... i could still choose to say, ok God, i will still follow you no matter what. or i could run away, or in this case, fly away, back home. to "safety". to america. to comfort. to ordinary. to living for myself. i was faced with that choice. but for some reason, the only thing left i've had to cling to this week is simply JESUS. & it was almost like i didn't even have to choose, but more a natural response. "well, Jesus, you're all there is left to hope in." i've seen that life is but a breath and clearly, He has the power to take & give it. i've seen miracles before my eyes. i've seen God move, even in the worst times... i feel stronger. but not from a strength that its my own... a strength that comes from God, from knowing that i am literally held in his hands. my life is in his hands. and i have to know that that is the safest place. i can't imagine not following him. i can't imagine making it without him... and that kind of love that i see and continue to experience from Him every day, that love will make you continue to cross oceans, continue to love those around you & make you even more determined to share it with people that have never known Love. it's totally worth it. my jesus is totally worth it. and i am safe in his hands. we all are.
i love jesus more today than i did yesterday, more than a week ago.
he is more beautiful to me than ever.
he is so worthy of our lives! even if life is stripped away, he is STILL worthy.

mmm. i know this is a huge jumbled mess, but i figured all of you praying would like to hear from me.
please keep praying for my friend. he needs it. :) but also know that he is doing much better, and he is still the same guy. :) we all are waiting waiting and anticipating seeing him.

love you all. xoxo

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

For we do not want you to be ignorant, brothers,of the affliction we experienced in Asia. 
For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life itself. 
Indeed, we felt that we had received the sentence of death. 
But that was to make us  rely not on ourselves but on God who raises the dead.
He delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us.
On him we have set our hope that he will deliver us again. 
You also must help us by prayer, so that many will give thanks on our behalf 
for the blessing granted us through the prayers of many.
                  2 Corinthians 1:8-11
thank you all for praying. some day soon i will get to sit down with 
all of you and tell you of all that God has done and continues to do.
love you.