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this was previously the blog that kept my supporters up to date on what was happening in my little missionary world. and because i am no longer doing "ministry" - updates have not been needed.

now it's taken me 7 months to decide i don't want to quit the blogging world. this brain of mine has more thoughts and questions than ever before. so i suppose this will become the brain blog; the leaking of my deep questions and feelings that i've felt for the last 7 months, and even long before then, and what the current Raegan thinks and feels in my now somewhat normal day-to-day life as i still try to figure out what's next.

i'm probably fooling myself into thinking that someone, somewhere out there might find this blog and my words gripping, most everyone will probably not make it through the first sentence without noting that these are pointless ramblings of a twenty-something, but somewhere deep inside, i hope that maybe someday this might be an encouragement to you or someone you may know. i've found at times all i really want is to feel understood, for someone to tell me they've been where i'm at and that life will go on.